in Search Of........

Life is miserable.Its a journey,and in course we are always "in SearcH of"

In search of friends whom we can trust, love for which we can cross any limit, care that makes us feel relaxed and many more.

Began life and we were

   in search of --  "Maa(Mom)"

Whatever time it is we always wanted her to be with us.
We demanded so much from her but she gave us.

We entered education cycle

In schools we were

in search of -- "Friends"

With whom we can spend our spare time and have fun.
With whom we enjoy our studies as well.

Came for higher graduation i.e. college. 

By that time we felt we can understand life.
And there again we were

in search of -- "Love(Partner)"

A person with whom we can share our personal talks.
With whom we feel attached.
Close enough to spend the rest of life.

After graduation we hunt for JOB

in search of -- "Money"

It gives us luxuries in life and status & standard of living.

But now we are always  

in search of -- "Time"

Time we can meet our parents,
Time to meet friends,
Time to talk to the same person we loved in this busy schedule
Aand even we need to find time to spend the money we earned.

Its a cycle of life where we are always ----- "in SearcH of".......

!!!....Wet Eyes....!!!

It was a great start of the day with bright sun and knowing its Sunday. Had a relaxed time with friends, but before getting up from bed had sweet(keep guessing...) morning chat with them. Needed to go to office for some pending work, sometimes you have to.Worked for sometime and then had chat with friends and talked about their problems. Post our discussion we had famous and special "Hyderabadi Biryaani" that refreshed us.We resumed our work, almost completed it and returned home.

Made few calls to family and close friends. But the last call changed the whole day as 'Dreadful Sunday'. It was not meant to hurt to or give you trouble. It was not intentional but by mistake. We all know the consequences of 'ANGER' my friend said few harsh and brutal words. Within a fraction of seconds whole night turned in a NIGHTMARE.Tried to sleep but couldn't. Time was passing by too slow. After longtime i realized that my eyes were red and wet. I'm sorry.

After sleepless night saw my cell. Oh God!! It was time to wake up and its Monday office. Can't even skip the office, i was having a mandatory training. Its very tough to to do anything when you are not in position to work. I was troubled, puzzled and annoyed by self.  Anyhow sat in the training and learned the needful. After this whole day schedule went for another class in the evening that i personally choose to be part of it.

Keeping myself busy was the best solution i thought. Each and every moment i was waiting for my friends call, luckily the calls came but odd timings i was in the classes both the time. Even thought of talking but didn't had enough courage to talk. Had it been I'm not like this? But I'm really sorry for what i did. Hope things to be fine after one or more Sleepless Nights ...!!!

Ankahi Baatein

Kuch baatein ankahi si.....!!!!

din gujarte hai,

par samay kat ta nahi.

zindagi chalti jaati hai,

bas samay thamtha nahi.
yaadi aati hai,

par usse iski khabar he nahi.

ankahi fariyaad....!!!

baatein bahut saari hai,

par usse batani nahi.

unse kuch chupaane nahi,

par unhe batane ki himmat nahi.

ankahi baatein ...!!!

usse dekhna achha lagta hai,

par usse ye jatana nahi.

milna ka mann karta hai,

par usse kabhi pocchna nahi.

uske saath rehna pasand hai,

par uska kabhi samay lena nahi.

ankahe ahsaas...!!!

uske bina adhura sa hun,

par kabhi pura hona nahi.

thori se jagah dil mein chahta hun,

par usse kabhi ye baatein kahna nahi.......


Kuch ankahi baatein ...!!!!